Gasei's Log #00003

Jealousy/Envy; I can honestly and wholeheartedly say that, - as a proclamation to myself and others - that there is nothing that I am envious of or hold an animosity to that stems from their ownership of materialistic things or otherwise which they are in a better of.. I am getting myself into a higher understanding of myself and others, awareness of truths and acknowledgement of facts, and lies. And doing so, my logic only reasons to be jealous of an alternate Kay Gasei in a parallel universe who has been through the same experiences I have but is in a better(?) position that I am, which is impossible because there would have to be a slight change in experience for an alternate outcome - I'd hope..