28.9.11

Gasei's Log #00001

why do people feel they are so special.. those who judge others and proclaim the self-absorbed nature of others are just as arrogant allowing themselves sovereign to say such as those who are self-absorbed and dictate that others are weak or inferior because matters that have no real or true meaning to anyone. Am i arrogant for writing this?
personally i've never thought of myself superior or inferior to anyone, if someone feels superior to me, i'm sure they have a cogent reason and i applaud their conceit in their devine deduction skills into the 'who's, who' of mere men! while those who find themselves inferior to me, i have no answer to the meek minds of such, my approach to everything is of an open sound mind and i think what i think with full intent that as a man, i only have an opinion or idea. its not right or wrong, its just convenient! like every other order in this jumble of buildings and peoples and domestic pets we call 'civilization', convenience, thats all! laws are not solid! they change! people change! ideas change! concepts change! everything changes with convenience as much as we want to assert ourselves with the notion of conviction.. we're all fickle! and do what needs to be done when it needs to be done..
why am i writing this? i'm tired now, its 01:19am.. i should be asleep but i won't dream of anything nice.. i tried something new today, with my art work.. techniques used by water colourists and illustrators, the line between inspiration and plagiarism is very thin.. research, remember and implement.. anyway it went well, then i went on to use my tablet, that was ok.. dilly dally'd here and there on photoshop and illustrator but nothing i find amazing.. i need something to help me... SPACE!
this has dragged on enough.. i think its time for bed..

p.s - i don't care for the spelling errors which this text may contain! Buenas Noches!